Vyvyan Du's (vyvyand) Blog

My journey on May 23…   I woke up in startlement of being late. It was 8:30am. I quickly got out of bed and got ready. Adding to my frustration, my little puppy would not cooperate with her daily poppy routine. I rushed out the door around 10 o’clock with an empty stomach.   Since I was running ...

See I wrote this long journal and then I accidentally click a link. When I click the back button, everything was deleted-- my 3 hour writing, which I started at 8pm so I can go to bed early since I have to get up early. It is 11:38pm now. I am so angry now that is it NOT even funny. *Sigh* *ERRRR...

I woke up at 5:57am from a business owner asking me about getting a loan in my dream. How interesting I was dreaming something like that when I was depress last night. No matter what, that was one dream I did not want to wake up. I quickly turned on my laptop to see if Brian was upset with me tak...

I laid in bed last night wondering if I should rest getting sick by going out at it again today. I had a busy  weekend where I had no time for myself to recover from being wet in the cold on Friday. It was either caring for family members, friends, or building existing relationship for future bus...

What do you think I should I have done? Leave or stay? Is it rude or not rude to leave?...continuing... "She probably doesn't want me here that's why she is stalling her time on the phone and with her mother. I should just leave. It is so weird standing here staring at organic cosmetics and not a...

Like a zombie, I got dressed and pack up for my 2nd day journey. I realized how fried my brain was when I got to my mother's shop. I had forgotten to grab business cards and my pocket note pad where I keep track of the people I meet. I thought I locked myself out of my car when my car keys were a...

Woken up by the sound of my cell phone, I achingly moved over to grab the phone but was not able to grab it in time. My whole body aches as I grab my phone to find out who called. It was Brain. "I bit must have read my post," I said to myself. I reached over to grab my lab top and log on to Activ...

As I sat watching the TV after posting my blog, three thoughts rain through my mind--"have to talk to 25 people. what am i going to do when i am told to get lost. Is there anyway to decrease the chance of being rejected?" Suddenly I remembered Robert, my friend, used to go door to door doing sale...

When I first entered this mortgage industry 2 yrs ago, I thought it would be easy to make a difference. My passion for wanting to make a difference came from my personal awful home buying experience--got my signature forged. I left Countrywide in Oct '06 to work for myself as a Loan Consultant si...